cosmo or redbook

at one point after my divorce, i came to this realization that i was no longer a redbook girl. that i was once again, a cosmo girl. for the record, i have NEVER been a woman's day girl....EVER.
anyway, i'm not sure how to balance the shift into the redbook world. i don't mind it, in fact, i enjoy it....but i certainly don't want to loose all of the cosmo girl....
for now...i'm going to go read my april edition of INSTYLE.....maybe that is what i should really be ;)